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age of the fall

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i'm not fine..

I've cried three times now.. I never thought I'd shed tears like this again. I feel so stupid, I know I'm better than this. I should have been smarter. I shouldn't have given my heart away. It always happens like this. Why was I so fucking foolish to think it would have ended any other way. Just like a "friend" told me the other night, what the fuck did I have to offer her anyway? Nothing. Because obviously the things I did offer her weren't good enough. I fucking hate people.

I'm getting fucking wasted on vodka tonight and forgetting about the world. Nobody's ever getting this heart again.

Things are so much different now, but nothing lasts forever.

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